No, I am not mad at you. I am simply disappointed and not ready to let go of what has happened. You can say that I'm still holding grudges... but it doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. I'm just licking my wound and wonder if all my efforts to love you is worth it.
Anyways... we'll be flying to Taiwan a less than a week. I'm so excited yet scared about our wedding pictures.. hopefully they turn out really well and we find enough that we like to make an album :P
I want to be happy... but I feel so emotional lately... I know I should be happy for having what I have.. and I am thankful for what I have, yet still can't help being influenced by things happening around me that I wish could be different..